I really think I must be bored.
I think I got over the cruelty toward C thing that Ispoke of in my last post, but still, I find myself trying to decide whether I want to bend and break a few of her limits, at the risk of offending/losing her, and I certainly am having trouble being loyal…
I don’t want to get into the details of it for a couple reasons, but I’ve been playing some Dom games and having some sexual encounters with my ex-wife that have nothing to do with getting back together and everything to do with taking advantage of her current weaknesses/relationship just for fun and release.
I’ve also been talkign again with someone far away, we’ll call her M, who is a lot younger than myself (but legal!) and who meets and even challenges my own perversion in so many ways… if she lived closer I think I’d have made my decision already.
